Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Safe, communicative, deep, meaningful, sexy sex




In Annie Sprinkle's "Herstory of Porn", Sprinkle goes through the details of her career as a porn star and how she has made a transition from mainstream, to feminist porn. This move was political, as well as spiritual.

In the performance, it is clear that Sprinkle is critiquing mainstream porn. One of the first conflicts happened during the AIDS scare that hit the industry. Sprinkle started a group called Pornographers Promoting Safer Sex. She wanted to use porn as an educational forum to promote and teach people how to have sexy safe sex; " I called on the porn industry to help educate the public. I figured if everyone in porn started using safer sex, people could see exactly how to do it and see that safer sex could be hot sex," (Sprinkle 2001:56). However, Sprinkle was in for a surprise as the porn industry did not share her goal of promoting safe sex. In the narrow confines of what is considered sexy for the industry, safe sex is not included and in some sort of cost benefit analysis, it seemed that the threat of consumers not buying videos where actors practiced safe sex, outweighed the possibility of death and disease; "unfortunately the heterosexual porn industry didn't take the challenge to use safe sex, and continued to use almost all unsafe sex. That's when I realized that for the most part, the porn industry wasn't a community that cared about people, but a business that really only cared about money" (2001: 56).

Someone who knows all too well the challenge of promoting safe sex in the mainstream porn industry is Tistan Taormino. Taormino is a sex educator and writer who has released a series of videos and books that are inspiring and helpful to the formation of people's sexualities and desires.

In Taormino's "Ultimate Guide to Anal Sex for Women," the video starts off with the battle to get the mainstream distributor to take on her project. She had not done a video before and so the "man in charge" was hesitant to support her film. Further, the video was not your standard porn, but an educational aid for those interested in anal sex and play. With her enchanting powers and of course, an in office demonstration, it is agreed to do her film.


Women like Taorimino and Sprinkle are working not to censor porn, but to improve it and have a more diverse range of options to choose from; "I'm trying to change some of the outmoded ideas of pornography, and its limited view of what is sexy," (Sprinkle 1996:85). For Sprinkle, she wanted to move towards more sensual play where love and connection is evident; "I wanted to do a scene that was more sensuous, where the sex was slower and more meditative. Where it wasn't all so genitally focused but more full-bodies. Where the lovers connect with their hearts, and eyes," (2001:54).

It seems then that the old anti-porn "radical" feminists had it all wrong. The answer to the "porn problem" is not its censorship, but the production of more porn that shows a variety of bodies, sexualities, and fetishes as well as promoting safe sex and connection. The moral of the story then ladies is: pick up your camera and get to it!


Annie Sprinkle and Gabrielle Cody, "Anie Sprinkle's Herstory of Pron" Hardcore from the Heart: The Pleasures, Profits and Politics of Sex in Performance, New York: Continum, 2001.

Annie Sprinkle, "The Best is Yet To Come," in Tales from the Clit: A Female Experience of Pornography, Cherie Matrix, ed., San Francisco: AK Press, 1996.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

"Hi, I'm here for the gang bang...?"

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The story of Annabel Chong is that she is the star of the World's Biggest Gang Bang in which she had sex with 251 men, 5 men at a time.

Chong was known for her contradictions. She was an Asian college feminist porn star who was open to do what was sexually deviant on screen; "Chong achieved fame particularly for her affinity for doing perverse acts while proclaiming herself to be a feminist...she is regarded as a 'thinking' porn star in a kind of eroticization of the model minority stereotype" (Celine Parrenas Shimizu 13). Chong acted her way through college and was not silent about her feminist views. Although she is the Asian model minority in college, she contradicts this stereotype by not being passive and being a porn star, all attributing to her popularity; "her navigation of contradictory words and worlds- wholesome, intelligent student speaking in an educated manner, coexisting with porn stardom- and the specificity of her fame as based on extreme perversity, combine to contribute her appeal" (14).


Further, she contradicts what it is to be an Asian woman porn star. She is anything but passive and her physical appearance is not typical of other Asian women porn stars before her; "the smaller, shorter, and darker (more visibly Asian and less racially ambiguous) Chong fulfills the extremely perverse expectations for racialized sexuality in order to offer a radical critique of commodification and stardom," (14). Her fame and assertiveness challenges the idea of the passive and objectified Asian woman porn star.

Although Chong is assertive in her feminism and sexual desire, she may have been playing the fool to some extent. In doing the gang bang film, she wanted "to prove that women can work as 'studs,' not 'sluts'" (14). She is "a porn star that enjoys seeing herself sexually represented as a feminist claim to power" (15). However, we can't ignore that factors within the production of the video that exploited her. For example, the overall tone of the men working on the film to her is that she is the star, but still just an object. It is the male actors who receive a "pep talk" on being able to take breaks, eat, and making sure that they are pleasured because that is what they came there for. Chong does not get the same talk and no one is counting her orgasms. In addition, we only see her receiving oral pleasure at the start of the gang bang.

What further complicated her feminist stand is that she wasn't even paid for the project! "It is clear that she's been totally commodified in their minds- Bowen (director) doesn't even pay her for the gang bang video that he himself calls the best-selling video in porn history," (14). It seems true then that "her economic exploitation somewhat silences her powerful intellectual critique" (16). And, after her completion of this video, she is seen as used goods that can no longer be profitable in the business; "once her record of 251 guys is eclipsed, she's dismissed as 'all washed up,'" (14).

The question then is what has Annabel Chong really done for feminism? For women in the porn industry? For Asian women? It is difficult to tell. For myself, I am still having trouble equating what I saw on the screen as pleasurable. But those thoughts are part of the hegemonic view that women are degraded in porn and that that type of sex is not pleasurable at all. I suggest a personal investigation, as I still reconcile my own.

Celine Parrenas Shimizu, "Sex for Sale: Queens of Anal, Double, Triple, and the Gang Bang: Producing Asian/American Feminism in Pornography," Yale Journal of Law and Feminism, 18: 235, 2006.

Friday, February 16, 2007

Zabet Patterson looks at porn online

I'm on my way to college, away from home and the restrictions of my parents. No more rules, no more curfews, and lots of partying! Freshman year is going to be the best!

I'm so excited about my first laptop! It was my parents' graduation present to me. And the craziest thing happened last night. This really cute guy on my floor came over to copy my history notes. As I was printing them from my computer, he sat at the desk and told me he wanted to show me something. He down-loaded some file sharing software that everyone has been using in the dorms and then downloaded this video he said was shot in our dorms years before. I was totally excited to see a movie shot right here on campus!

But, what started off to be Sorority Initiations turned into a full on lesbian porn! I couldn't believe it! That with my laptop I could have direct and free access to porn videos. I don't know what it was, maybe a combination of being turned on and super nervous around the cute boy, but what I did know was that I wanted him out of the chair and my room so I could venture into the world of Internet porn on my own ["It is an anxiety concerning the possible lack of control and autonomy of that body when confronted with technology" (Patterson 104)].

It's been a week now and I've downloaded over 50 videos. Some are short and poor quality. Some are longer well-made home videos. Some are funny and strange with fetishes I didn't even know existed. Friday night the cute boy invited me to go out with him and his friends. They got pretty drunk and when we got back to his dorm, we started making out. But it was sloppy and he had bad breath and all I could think about was getting back to my laptop to watch more porn. Saturday night, I stayed in ["The 'body' of the computer clearly replaces the body of another human," (105)].

Ugh! My computer has been acting so slow lately. It even just shut off during a download and I had to start all over again! Yesterday I was waiting for a video to finish before I had class. 40 minutes had passed and it still hadn't finished. I had to leave to class without getting to see it ["from the perspective of the average viewer, a primary experience of looking for, and eventually at, cyberporn is precisely one of frustration and waiting," (109)].

So while I'm waiting for videos to download, I've been looking through actual porn websites, trying to find free access ones that have video previews and photo galleries. It's just so annoying to have to join certain sites and make up stupid names for myself. They should just have open access on all the sites so you can see things without logging in or waiting ["The promise of cyberporn is one of immediate gratification, yet the technological systems of the Internet, as well as the interfaces of cyberporn sites, necessitate delay: the delay of logging on, the delay of finding a site... the delay of waiting for the selected image, sequence of images, or video segment to appear," (109)]. But it's weird, even though I hate waiting, the obstacles make the final viewing even more exciting and rewarding as if I have cheated the system ["One might see this delay as intensifying the pleasure of the eventual visibility of the object by causing the object to acquire an illusory inaccessibility. But it makes more sense to see the satisfaction as taking place in the deferral satisfaction itself," (109)].

The Internet is making me crazy! Every time I think I have found the most sexy best ever video, I get a new one that blows my mind! It's like an addiction, a game to find the perfect video to get off ["To imagine the goal, then, is to project into a moment of perfect satisfaction- and the obtaining of a perfect image, one completely adequate to the subject's desire. But in comparison to this imagined perfect image, every image will always remain inadequate, and so the 'search' continues," (109)].

It just keeps getting better, and I will just keep on searching.....

Zabet Patterson, "Going On-Line: Consuming Pornography in the Digital Era," Porn Studies, Linda Williams, ed., Durham: Duke, 2004, 104-123.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

http://www.i-k-u.com/

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Shu Lea Cheang, a Japanese adult film maker, has revolutionized porn with her Sci-Fi erotic film, I.K.U. The premise of the film is that the GENOM Corporation, in the business of digital desire, has produced a variety of products to enhance the XXX Generation.


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The biggest project of the Corporation is Reiko. Reiko is an I.K.U. Runner. Her job is not to love people, but to have sex with them. Upon orgasm, Reiko collects the data of the individuals' pleasure to return to I.K.U. Coders who put the information into Chips for sale to the sex consumer. In this sense, the women aren't human, therefore it is not sex work, but merely an administered, corporate research devise.

In a 2001 interview, Cheang comments on how I.K.U. makes reference to the future of sex and desire where technology aids us in "de-coding chemistry." She refers to one such device already in existence, the Nokia Sex Tracer. The Sex Tracer has your profile information and beeps you if someone with your similar interests is within close range. Though this is not exactly to the extent of orgasms in pill form as Cheang presents, we are on our way. Characters in the film take these orgasmic pills, displacing the body from pleasure. However, in a sort of resistant commentary, Cheang rejects this idea as the characters make it clear that the real deal is better, and actually needed to form the memories that will power their pill popping orgasm.

Cheang is also in an interesting bind because of Japanese obscenity law. Cheang creates and edits her film in sly and artistic ways to show sex without showing everything. To the point of almost being nauseating, Cheang's crazy camera angle, graphics, and jolting movement is a visual obstacle course.

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However, Cheang also reveals how her camera work is a deliberate attempt "to reclaim the body, and the body parts of women." She shot a lot of genitals, particularly women's, "at angles that force you to look at them."

Although Cheang is clearly coming from a feminist standpoint, she has still been criticized by other feminists who have said "there were too many penis 'symbols' in the film." This leads to the next interesting factor of the film; when the I.K.U. runner retrieves data from her partner, she does so by inserting her fist and arm, which conveniently turn in to a phallic penis type of machine, into the vagina of the female, or anus of the male partner. Thus, critics have said that the penis/phallus is still the focus of the film, as in mainstream pornography.

But is that the case? What does it mean to give the woman the phallus in this sense? With some discussion, it is evident that the women cyborgs in this film are empowered and take on the phallus with new meaning. Cheang retorts that "the film is actually trying to deconstruct 'the big dick'... while claiming the pussy to be the center of the matrix." Indeed, once the information is stored, it is retrieved through the Runner's "pussy."

Libidoc and Dr. Jacobs, "Interview with Shu Lea Cheang," Libi-doc: Journeys in the Performance of Sex Art, Ljubljana, Maska, 2005, 37-54.

Monday, February 12, 2007

A night with Barbara DeGenevieve.....and her porn!

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Tonight our class had the privilege to dialogue with Barbara DeGenevieve, artist, professor, and porn maker from the Chicago Art Institute, as well as enjoy some clips from her two adult films, Full Load and Rough Stuff.

Aside from her many art projects, DeGenevieve runs a queer adult website; www.ssspread.com
To access this site, one must become a member and pay monthly. When questioned why the site is not free, as the queer community represents a range of economic levels, DeGenevieve responded that they would not be able to pay their models or cover their expenses if the website were free. Further, DeGenevieve wants to stay away from the trends of mainstream porn sites that bombard you with advertisements and pop-ups; "we didn't want annoying ads, pop-up windows, and the gross commercialism you see on traditional porn sites" (DeGenevieve 2002).

DeGenevieve also strives to show a diverse range of body types among her models. Indeed, one of the traits of queer porn is that you see more than just Barbie dolls with long red nails on the screen. DeGenevieve comments that "of course there are tons of people who will never tire of watching 'perfect bodies' as they're presented by advertising and mainstream movies, but there's a large enough population either bored with this hollow ideal, or that never really found it fully satisfying to begin with." DeGenevieve's concept of reality also extends to shots filmed at the models' own home, revealing their "punk aesthetics" and environments that are definitely not mainstream.



In DeGenevieve's work, it is evident that she is challenging conventional notions of porn in terms of gender roles. DeGenevieve discusses how the anti-porn position believes that the "male gaze" in pornography objectifies women. DeGenevieve rejects this notion of gendered gaze, saying that "there is no male gaze, or female gaze for that matter, just the gaze. The gaze does objectify, but a woman's gaze objectifies just like a man's gaze." For DeGenevieve, women are also active viewers of pornography and further, it is not always the woman that they have to identify with. As we saw in her videos, queer and trans people role play and their gender roles are fluid. A viewer then is allowed "to make up any subject position, and a subject position has nothing to do with gender."

I would love to continue with all the "juicy" details of DeGenevieve's work, but I rather encourage you to join her website, or order her films, and support alternative queer porn.


Libidoc and Dr. Jacobs, "Interview with Barbara DeGenevieve ," in Libi_doce: Journeys in the Performance of Sex Art. Ljubljana, Maska, 2005, 142-147.

Sunday, February 4, 2007

The Money Shot

Coming from the generation of "money shot" porn, the majority of porno films I have witnessed have all concluded with the external ejaculation of the man onto some part of the female body, most commonly the face, ass, or tits. Call me crazy, but I never really found such climax, well climactic. But then again, I'm not that into meat shots either.

However, my existence in this generation as well as a capitalist society leads me to discuss these themes, as Linda Williams does in her work on fetishes.

As stated below in my entry on Hustler, pornography plays a huge role in America's development of free speech rights and resistance to censorship. The film Deep Throat is another great example.

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Deep Throat was the first porn film in theaters to show the public not only the male phallus, but the external ejaculation. Williams reports that before its creation, the only other film to show a penis was two documentaries on Danish sexual visual culture where massed-produced visual pornography was legalized. It is key here how discourse was manipulated into a more acceptable form, the informative documentary, but its essence still being about sex and showing it; “justify seeing this film as part of a quest for knowledge about the sexual mores of a different culture” (W p. 98).

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Again, Deep Throat was a revolutionary release, just in the sense that is was released. Indeed, the fact that this graphic film was out there in the public was almost as alarming as the actual content itself; "what was new in these movies, aside from their occasional color and sound, was the simple fact of their exhibition on large, legal, public screens” (W p. 97). In the class order, sex is something low and dirty which should be kept out of the public eye. Thus, Deep Throat was highly contested.

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But we all know that sex does sell and before protests even began, thousands had already seen the film. And for some, it was kind of a revelation of sorts. As Williams details, porn before these films were focused on Stage Films, in which only the female body was shown; a strip tease that worked itself up to showing inner lips and lesbian play. So, as one critic put it, when the male was finally showed in action, he had to stand and give his applause; “deep-throat fellatio followed by a money shot, which seemed to him an affirmation of an organ that had been kept under wraps for far too long” (W p. 100).

Can the coming penis really replace the "mysteries" of female orgasm? I certainly hope not as I agree that the money shot “is a poor substitute for the knowledge of female wonders that the genre as a whole still seeks” (W p. 94). However, in capitalistic society, the external ejaculated penis has more means to an end. As Williams discusses, current capitalistic modes focus on visibility. Before, when porn consisted of meat shots (penetration), one was unable to see most of what was going on. Now with money shots, there is more visual gratification to feed our consumerism; “the money shot seems the perfect embodiment of the illusory and insubstantial ‘one-dimensional’ ‘society of the spectacle’ of advanced capitalism- that is, a society that consumes images more avidly than it consumes objects” (W p. 106). Further, this visual is what sells. When you buy a porno, it is not because you like the actual item on the shelf, it is because you want to own that image that is not printed on the back cover; “what is most characteristic of late capitalist fetishistic consumption, then, is that increasingly nothing tangible is purchased” (W p. 107).

But as well all know, fetishes are not just that particular thing we obsess on, they speak louder to social functions; “Fetishes are thus short-term, short-sighted solutions to more fundamental problems of power and pleasure in social relations” (W p. 105). I might have been lucky however, others who see porn featuring the money shot, perhaps before they have even experienced sex for themselves, are being a bit brainwashed by those who want us to continue to consume this product, or action. When he "pulls out", it is a visual trick, telling us that this is the more pleasurable way to have sex; “viewers are asked to believe that the sexual performers within the film want to shift from tactile to a visual pleasure at the crucial moment of the male’s orgasm” (W p. 101). As Williams notes, women in the films also give auditory clues that this is pleasurable for them when they "ask for it" in dirty phrases like "I want to you to come on my face" or "let me see that hard cock". But this really does trick us again as usually the woman doesn't even see the climax as her eyes may be closed as he goes on her face or she is turned when he aims for her ass; “it is always quite evident that this spectacle is not really for her eyes” (W p. 101). Although some do like it, let us find out for ourselves without so much pressure!

So what is the solution? Change it up to conclude with the female orgasm? Perhaps push the marketing of the female squirting fetish? Williams and I disagree. We need to unpack things a little more to get to the sources of power and conflict and be able to create a market place of discourses that show a variety of pleasures; “while celebration of the clitoris thus might constitute one way to begin to challenge the power of a phallic economy of pleasure, it could do so only if the goal were not to set up an alternate organ of fetishistic worship but rather to dismantle the hierarchy of norm and deviation and so create a plurality of pleasures accepting of difference” (W p. 102).


Linda Williams, Chp 4 from Hard Core: Power, Pleasure, and the 'Frenzy of the Visible,'" Los Angeles: University of California Press, 1989.

Larry Flynt for President!!

Laura Kipnis Does Hustler

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As the clip of Lary Flynt's Presidential candidacy speech shows, Flynt’s “career as a pornographer spilled out into the political arena” (K p. 123). Flynt, the creator and editor of Hustler magazine, has shown the American public for years how pornography is a vital tool of resistance against the repression of sexuality and free speech by the government.

As Flynt said in his speech, he is devoted to "moving the massive repressive hand of government from the crotch of the American people." As Kipnis discusses, Flynt fulfills his mission through the pages of Hustler in which we can see historically precedented amount of skin and pink, as well as political satire, both which challenge the conventions of what the female body is supposed to look like as well as societal behavioral norms; Flynt's "favorite tactic was to systematically and extravagantly violate, in the most profoundly offensive way possible, each and every deeply held social taboo, norm, and propriety he could identify” (K p. 123).

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For starters, as Kipnis informs, Hustler was one of the first adult magazines to actually show the full bottom of the female, including her inner "pink". Flynt has been in too many legal disputs to name, but this was one of them. In each dispute, at the cost of fines and contempt charges, Flynt has won for the American public, more and more free speech rights; “pornography-via Larry Flynt- that has had a decisive effect on expanding the perimeters of political speech in this country” (K p. 123).

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Hustler was always the first to "out smut" the competition. Kipnis reviews some of the key difference between Hustler, Playboy, and Penthouse. For one, Hustler keeps it real, showing a variety of female body types, sizes, ages and sexualities, even male-male sexuality has been shown. "The sexuality Hustler delivers is far from normative, with the most polymorphous array of sexual preferences regarded as equivalent to ‘normal sex,’... Hustler's body is often gaseous, fluid emitting, embarrassing body, once continually defying the strictures of social manners and mores" (K p. 131-132). In comparison, Hustler's competition represents a cleaner, glossier cover girl, one that reflects a "higher class" of pornography, one which sends the message that you don't have to feel as guilty to consume; Hustler "is neither the airbrushed top-heavy fantasy body of Playboy, nor the slightly cheesy, ersatz opulence of Penthouse, whose lingeried and sensitive crotch shots manage to transform female genitalia into ersatz objects d’art" (K p. 131-132).
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With an analysis that is more than skin deep, Kipnis underlines how Hustler's first showing of the female bottom wasn't just to challenge its competition, it was to challenge class anxieties surrounding the body. The top half of the body and its senses represent the upper class. Facial beauty, in seeing, the breasts, all more acceptable areas of beauty. A little cleavage is always ok. In contrast, the lower half of the body- the genitals which are conveniently located next to the "organs of elimination" represent the lower class, the things which disgust the upper class and should not be caught in action in the public, let alone duplicated in print and circulated. By illuminating the lower part of the body, Hustler places the lower class on top; “The body and the social are both split into higher and lower strata, with images or symbols of the upper half of the body making symbolic reference to society’s upper echelons-the socially powerful-while the lower half of the body and its symbols (Hustler’s métier) makes reference to the lower tiers- those without special power” (K p. 134).
So, the next time you pick up a dirty magazine, remember, its not just about getting off, its about getring revolutionary!
Laura Kipnis, "Disgust and Desire: Huslter Magazine," in Bound and Gagged: Pornography and the Politics of Fantasy in America, New York: Grove, 1996, 122-132.

Saturday, February 3, 2007

@ The Riviera...


This is the story of my trip to the Riviera:
I'm on Facebook trying to be cool, although I should be reading or doing something equally intelligent, when a note on my wall reminds me that I have to go to the Riviera Adult xxx shop for homework (place Women's Studies major joke, insult, and/or confusion here).
My mind slides and I think back to my very first visit @ the Riviera. Belle*, and Green* and I drove down there, listening to The Toadies on the way. I remember sitting in the backseat like the younger sister. The power and sexual authority of the two women in the front illuminated them, and my shyness.
Green was very vocal about her needs. She never ignored the fact that we all thought about sex constantly so she figured it was best to just talk about it and be honest and open. We all lived in the same house and knew who was getting some and who was not. Belle and Green shared a room and in keeping close quarters knew how to take turns for that personal time we all need. Green needed a new vibrator, and that's why we were there.
We pulled into the shady parking lot in the back and Green greeted some gentlemen leaving as we were making our way in. She spoke to the man at the counter like they were old friends. I had never been in a sex shop before and I wasn't quite sure what sex shop etiquette was. In my mind you were supposed to look down at all times, not say anything, do not make eye contact, and go in and leave as quickly as possible with whatever purchase you made in a black bag to cover the shame. Only creeps actually hung around and browsed through the store.
Ok, so maybe I wasn't that uptight, but you can understand why a girl would be. Not all sex stores are exactly women friendly.
After long and hard debate, Green picked out the vibrator she wanted. Just a small thing you could carry in a hand bag, for the woman on the go I suppose. Belle had told me before there was a strap on device that her and her new girlfriend were considering. I couldn't imagine a bulky leather object attached to either of their slim figures. But then Belle showed me the one they liked, and I could understand the attraction to the cute set; a soft purple velvet strap with a matching purple dildo that wasn't too big.
I skimmed the vibrators. This would be my first one. And what a better time to buy it then here with my two sources of women power. At first I was nervous. I couldn't make a decision. I wished my partner was there to help me.... No, I can do this on my own. I choose an affordable slim vibrator. One that did not look like an actual penis, but was an opal color with tints of purples and pinks. I imagined my vagina like a giant doorway and this object would be the key that would unleashed vaginal orgasms on call! (Ohh how ignorant I really was).
Years later, going back to the Riviera is different. I try to arrange a threesome of Rose*, Liberty* and I which then turns into a play date for just Liberty and me. Now I am in the front seat of experience, it is her first time.
Liberty picks me up in her truck. It was a gift; the best kind. We ride with the more mellow Thievery Corporation, though the soothing beats do not match her so-called reckless driving. After two U-turns plus some lefts and rights, we finally manage to park on the street in front of the Riviera.
I've been there so many times now that nothing really shocks me, even the huge 12 inch black dildo that has more girth than my forearm (which the owner kindly informed me that they sell 2 of a week). I want to take notes in my journal, but I don't want to embarrass Liberty. We look at the map conveniently placed in the front next to the over-priced couples section and try to figure out what all the subheadings mean. After a friendly stroll through the toy section (I smile at the purple velvet strap on), we move on to the endless racks of videos. I examine the best sellers; a combination of Jenna and anime porn.
What is new on this trip is that I'm not so interested in the toys or the movies. I went straight to the magazine shelves. Trying to be more "literary" I examine over and over the Small Favors Book One collection. I want to buy the sealed book and put in behind my pillow to read when I am alone and need to focus. But I don't want Liberty to get the wrong impression.
The owner casually interrupts us now and then to give us helpful hints and stats. We ask him what ProAm means. I'm still not sure what it means, or if he really knew to begin with, as ProAm can mean a couple of things. First, the style could be amateur in that there is only one camera. But usually it means that the male talent are "pros" and the women talent are "amateurs", or new bodies. This section is reasonably large as I am aware of how many new women enter the porn industry everyday. They become disposable as there is always a new, younger girl ready to take your place. They go too fast, trying to do everything so quickly, going from my first Lesbian experience and virgin asses, to gang bangs over night. Even in the porn industy, a women needs to be a Lady to survive.
The further into the store you go, the more "hardcore" it gets. All sorts of fetish play, body parts and "ethnic" specialties. I found it interesting that the "Bi" section was only refering to male bisexulaity, as there was already an only girls section and otherwise, women are assumed to be bi at all times. Their Black Hookers series is particularly extensive, as well as the MILF games. Liberty and I continue along the whole store, picking up ones that interest us, for whatever reason, to explore the back covers.
I imagine we are on the Blind Date show. Our first date @ The Riviera would just boost their ratings as sex really does sell. What a better place for us to get to know each other and share family stories about her Catholic school upbringing and my mom who has had threesomes. The episode concludes when we go to the back viewing room where the camera cannot follow, a talk bubble pops up with Buck Angel asking us if he can cum along.
We head back towards home, chatting along the way. Liberty asks if I need to do anything else before she drops me off. I think about extending our night, perhaps a trip to Borders to see if they have any new foreign fashion magazines in, and then maybe a casual drink at The Merc, but I play it safe and say no.
I went back the next day and bought Small Favors.